My Biggest Mistake


I dream of us together
And awake to you never there anymore
I reach for the phone
And remember you said you don't care anymore
Now I stalk the streets at night time
Puffing my vice in a flame-lit virus

I'm a computer crash waiting to happen
I've lost my connection to the world around me
Reduced to thanking strangers for their conversation
While this rising tide of liquor drowns me
Your face hovered above me while your hands found me
You said I'd only get better
But how do I climb out of my slumber
When the best I had has left me forever

You've infinite potential as A lover
With those soft lips I miss deserving to kiss
I'm nothing but a crumbled letter
Blowing in the gentle wind
I fell from our tree of health
I'm surrounded by dead leaves intrigued by me
But I'm still jealous of all your other branches

The candle flame'll never burn as bright inside me
You made my every day in to birthday magic
I attempted to take my life when you refused to supply my demands
And blew out our eminent passion on accident
Now I'm laying in the gutter A half-opened package

Just wrote it.